Saturday, July 19, 2008
wat does she want from me?is she not satisfied yet?if she so disappointed,does she nid to tell the whole world?why must do dis to her own blood sister?i know dat i had made her and mama disappointed for alot of times,does she think i enjoy it?am i dat type of person in her eyes?wat do i do to her dat she have the heart to make me feel dis embarassed!it's bad enough dat she call me names,why she have to exposed my marks...i am realli damn sad sey...no one can reali feel the heart ache in my heart!NO ONE,not even my parents!i am reali disappointed!if dats ur way of trying to push me harder,then you failed to do so!i am reali hurt cuz of ur harsh word!it is hard to hear good words from ur mouth!i realized dat i am nuthin to you!btw are u trying to tell abg ddin dat living and teaching me is like living in hell,if like dis,then i rather sleep at the computer room!YOU CAN HAVE THE BED TO URSELF...i hope you will feel more satisfied after seeing how regretful and sad i am!!!!
7/19/2008 06:57:00 PM; unforgotten.Y