Sunday, July 20, 2008
fucklah!!!!!!!i am not angry dat she try to guide me,the thing i am angry about is dat,why she have to tell her frens?is it fun to just blurt out about other people personal things?my marks is only between our whole family!no nid to tell other people!would you like if ur big sis say this in front of her frens!you expect people to listen to you but do you listen to other people?you expect me to respect you but do you respect me as UR YOUNGEST SISTER? she have the mind set dat,onli the youngest respect the older people,if u have dat perfect mind set eh,u wouldn't have fight with mama or ayah or whoever lah kan TILL NOW!!dun just say you wanna guide me can and btw,BE HUMBLE!just say the word SORRY!u are the one tought me this HUMBLE thingy and now?if you say sorry yesterday,this matter won't be so big!and btw,I DUN NID UR BOOHOOHOO,okay!reflect urself!oh never mind!i dun think u wanna see the mirror cuz u are ALWAYS THE RIGHT ONE!!!!!and not to forget dat you are the HUMBLE ONES...JUST GIVE UP HOPE ON ME,IF DATS WAT MAKES U FEEL HAPPY!I DUN NID HOPES FROM U!JUST GO AND BE WIT UR FRENS AND BOYFRENS...BTW,YOU HAVE NO RITE TO CONTROL ME SINCE I have NEVER INTERFERE IN UR LIFE,UNDERSTAND...JUST BE NICE TO UR FRENS,OKAY!W/O FRENS U WILL DIE RITE?SO ENJOY UR LIFE!!!
7/20/2008 01:36:00 PM; unforgotten.Y
Saturday, July 19, 2008
wat does she want from me?is she not satisfied yet?if she so disappointed,does she nid to tell the whole world?why must do dis to her own blood sister?i know dat i had made her and mama disappointed for alot of times,does she think i enjoy it?am i dat type of person in her eyes?wat do i do to her dat she have the heart to make me feel dis embarassed!it's bad enough dat she call me names,why she have to exposed my marks...i am realli damn sad sey...no one can reali feel the heart ache in my heart!NO ONE,not even my parents!i am reali disappointed!if dats ur way of trying to push me harder,then you failed to do so!i am reali hurt cuz of ur harsh word!it is hard to hear good words from ur mouth!i realized dat i am nuthin to you!btw are u trying to tell abg ddin dat living and teaching me is like living in hell,if like dis,then i rather sleep at the computer room!YOU CAN HAVE THE BED TO URSELF...i hope you will feel more satisfied after seeing how regretful and sad i am!!!!
7/19/2008 06:57:00 PM; unforgotten.Y
Friday, July 18, 2008
is it so hard to say sorry?is it so hard to admit to our mistake?why there must be sumthing holdin it back for us?is this our journey of life?why we can't even control our emotions?i really hate
to be alone in this world but sometimes i nid space to think
i am scared to be lost in dis big and round world...
i am really scared of losing the person dat i love most..
i dun wanna experience any sadness in my life..
yesterday is history,tomorrow is mystery but today is a gift..
well,this saying i kinda of making me realize dat,
anything can happened in any secs or mins...
once you waste a sec,dats the end of ur one sec...
i dun wanna say this but i regret having to be born in this world with this leg
and LIFE...
maybe i will never get to see wats happening tomorrow or the day after...
i am scared to live dis world w/o looking at my loved once!
god,take good care of my love once!
by: EmOdOk..
7/18/2008 04:55:00 PM; unforgotten.Y
Thursday, July 17, 2008
why?why?i am so stupid,darn stupid!even a pig is more clever than me...dat decision was so stupid,i could actually back out but i am so damn curious about it!now my curious is no longer there and i wanna quickly get out of it but how,when,and where?all this questions could have come a bit earlier but i insist on not listening to this question marks on my head,what's the benefit of this IT!i am really DARN STUPID!aigoo,dbsk oppas help me!i really wanna go out from this stupid thing dat i am curious abt...wat now?decide it for me..i am desperate for help and concern!i shouldn't have dat curiosity and i shouldn't make such a rushing decision!i could change my fate and not drop into this horrible,terrible mess!and sum more,dat bitch go and blurted out the truth!why,why???does she really nid to or have the nid to say anything about me,ha?when all this months,she does not even care abt my problem and now she wanna ruin my precious white and plain life?i swear dat mouth of hers had just eaten one kinda S*** WHEN SHE SAID IT OUT!her name is just nice but her mouth is just so freaking darn irritating and,and!!haiz,relaxs!it is just for a small period of time dat they will forget abt it!think positive and not be negative!give my brain a time to think of a way to...KILL DAT BITCH!WAKAKAKAKA!!!
7/17/2008 09:29:00 PM; unforgotten.Y
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
she told me to blog abt her ok and here i did...
ok she's freaking irritating! and yeah!! im fairer den u now! haha
i told u not to go tanning but u did! haha
my akak is a noisy monkey i've ever had..
i love her..blueks!
7/15/2008 09:43:00 PM; unforgotten.Y
today was a fucking weird day for me....one day i neva come to skool,wah,so many problem happened siah!for like e.g,shakira got molested by hakim and it became a ? to me cuz i dunno anything.they all are like telling me craps that he did dat,she did this!i was like wat the hell is happening?i need to get the full and correct information...when i asked advise from my mum,all she can say is dun interfere which actually makes sense but i cannot just leave my frens at lurch rite?who to believe?aigoo,like this rite.i relakz one corner more better!haiz!!how i wish my oppas are here!btw my oppas are dbsk...alah,like i understand wat they talk like dat!hmmph,nemind ah,i just concentrate on my studies,no time to play2 one,must work hard for better future!okaylah,anything new,i update again,okay!chao xin ci!!!
7/15/2008 07:41:00 PM; unforgotten.Y
Sunday, July 13, 2008
hey guys...just updated my blog skins...hope its kewl hees..
and hope u guys enjoy reading ma blog..text me if u need so!
7/13/2008 10:19:00 PM; unforgotten.Y
HELLOOO!(:
